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i have decided that i am going to make more of an effort to update this, i haven't for months and months!!
basically the same things have been happening. sixth form is totally boring, but its better i guess than year 11. me and josh are more in love than ever <3 <3 <3
christmas was great! i spent loads of time with my family, got loads of lovely things and i everyday i saw josh! yay!
new year was brilliant!! lotty, vicky and emily all came over to josh's house. we got so drunk and just had the best time ever!!
however, it is the last day of my christmas holidays and i am not amused!! i don't WANT to go back!!!
oooh on new years eve, just after midnight, dave asked amily out!!! yay!!!!!
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[September 06, 2006 6:18pm] |
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my first day of sixth form today. it was ok, its a much different atmosphere to year 11. everyone is much more mixed so its less cliquey, at the moment anyway. i like not wearing uniforms cos it feels more relaxed to normal school and you feel special!! my subjects are ok. media was interesting and english was a bit boring. but oh well. got a terrible day tomorrow. just gotta get through it. the teachers treat us differently as well. more like adults.
josh met me from the bus stop! thats the advantage of having him so near me :) he got picked up after half an hour, cos thats when his mums work finishes, but he'll be able to do that loads now! so it'll be really great!! his first day at college was a great success, he had a great time and really enjoyed it. im so glad cos i was a bit worried for him, i dunno why. cos he's so outgoing and friendly, he's made friends with everyone and everyone really likes him (typical josh!) so thats great! and he's getting a job in the village somewhere :) so today was pretty good!
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[September 05, 2006 6:50pm] |
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well, josh has been back since saturday. been staying round his basically for the last couple of days. i've had a really good time and i'm really sad that i have to go now, but ill see him soon enough. he's starting college tomorrow and unlike me, who would be wetting herself with nerves, he's actually really looking forward to it and treating it like his next big challenge. he's doing public services, cos he wants to go into ferenzics in the police force which is cool. the major plus point is that his college is in my town! so he's pretty much just the other side of town to me (basically a half hour walk away - not to bad!) now which is great!!
im starting sixth form tomorrow and im really nervous. its not about the whole newness, im just worried that i've signed myself up for something which i can't handle. im taking english, drama, media and pyschology. sounds good but its a hell of a lot of work!! i know everyone will support me and my best friend is doing the exact same subjects (not intentional i swear! but really cool) but im just worried i've "bitten off more than i can chew". i hope me and my best friend are in the same classes, they tend to mix people up, and im one of those people whose never with their friends, but im hoping this will be... 6th time lucky!!
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[September 01, 2006 2:07pm] |
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just been shopping.had to get a load of things for sixth form. i don't have to wear a uniform anymore and while it has its plus points, like i can finally be comfortable and i don't have to look hideous, it means actually having to make an effort everyday. so i have to buy a load of comfy things for school and i have loads of new things which i love :) ive bought some sexy underwear lol i LOVE THEM!! all white and lacy and sexyand beautiful :)
i keep on going on about it, but josh is coming home tomorrow!!! ive got a message from him saying that he's packing!!! yay!! i'm so excited :)
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[August 31, 2006 11:36am] |
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me and josh have been going out for a year!! im so happy,i knew that we would reach this far and i know that this is the begginning of many happy years together. im really sad i can't be with him today.
im annoyed though cos all my friends have been invited to bristol for a few days all accept me and i feel really left out knowing the great time they're going to have. some person who i won't name has been making bitchy comments bout the fact that i wasn't invited. i wish i was with them, i bet they're having a great time!
im a bit bored right now, i don't really know what im going to do today. my friends are all away and josh is too :(
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[August 30, 2006 11:29am] |
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this is my first post in this journal. im over halfway through getting through josh's holiday. im finding it so hard without him and everyday i cry because i need a hug from him so badly. thank god we text each other loads otherwise i couldn't get through. we'll be going out for a year tomorrow, our first anniversary and i can't spend it with him. the only consolation is that he's coming home on staurday so i'll be able to see him then.
im not doing much today, im watching films with my sister and then taking brodine (my cat brody) to the vets for his injections. my auntie and cousin are coming to stay tonight, i haven't seen them in ages so that will good.
been thinking over my results that i got. for the record i got four A's, four B's and D. i really don't get how i got the D, the school is appealing but im not hopefull. im upset about drama too, i got a B when i really wanted an A, that probably sounds really ungrateful and selfish and stuff but im really sad about it. all my friends got A's and it was the one subject that really mattered to me. only 3 people in my year got A*'s and they were all in the same group. i think that was really unfair, as they only got their fantastic grades becuase of the play. they got humour, tragedy, great costumes, the help, the best script and it was about a really important issue, drink driving. some of the other people in year who are even better than that but had worse plays only A's. i can't believe some of the most talented people i've ever seen only got A's. i knew i was never ever in a million years A* standard, i was hoping for an A and im really upset. out my group, i had the worst part. i was 3 different people, all really small parts and i dissapeared for most of the play, appearing for 5 mins at the beggining and 5 at the end. i got really high marks in my coursework and im just gutted i didn't a chance to show the examiner what i could do.
ok my rant is over now, i really needed to get that off my chest.
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